I don't know how I'm suppose to feel right now.
bottling it up makes me feel like breaking down.
but letting it all out will risk too much exposure,
to the deepest core of my feelings.
I don't like sharing everything that I am,
it scares the hell out of me.
How am I suppose to open up?
I don't know how.
It's hard for me to trust.
I'm holding back,
I'm afraid of baring it all because I might be left with nothing,
I'm scared of giving it all because I might lose everything.
Trust is about not being afraid to lose everything.
How can I love if I'm not willing to give it all?
How can I love if I can't trust?
*It's not that I can't, I can but I'm too afraid to.*
