Saturday, July 31, 2010

bold it

I'd talk about what's been going on with me this week but I get tired just thinking about it...
quickie update: mama came back from Singapore and bought me an Edward doll (it was bound to happen someday)

Bold what applies to you.

Things I Love:

1. Cats.

2. Chai Tea.

3. Green Tea.

4. Texting.

5. Movies.

6. Music.

7. Rockband.

8. TV or DVD.

9. No School.

10. Recycling.

11. Snow.

12. Reading.

13. Writing.

14. Poetry.

15. Novels.

16. Singing in the car.

17. sun chips.

18. Hiking.

19. Biking.

20. Water.

21. iPod.

22. Surveys.

23. Facebook.

24. Friends.

25. Family.

Things I Hate:

1. Spiders.

2. Jerks.

3. Conceited people.

4. People in general.

5. Not being listened to.

6. People who abuse animals.

7. Cleaning.

8. Waking Up.

9. Drugs.

10. Smoking.

11. Cancer.

12. Hot weather

13. My dad.

14. Worrying too much.

15. Anxiety.

16. Awful teachers/professors.

17. School.

18. Math.

19. Being too hot.

20. Heels.

21. Glee.

22. Lady Gaga.

23. Feet.

24. Runny noses.

25. Being sick.

Movies I Love:

1. V For Vendetta.

2. Star Trek.

3. Lord of The Rings

4. Harry Potter.

5. Sleeping Beauty.

6. Boondock Saints.

7. New Moon

8. Alice in Wonderland.

9. The Dark Knight.

10. Juno.

11. Sweeney Todd.

12. Walk The Line.

13. Across the Universe.

14. Four Brothers.

15. Eternal Sunshine.

16. Dead Poets Society.

17. Transformers

19. Moulin Rouge

20. Back To The Future.

21. Aladdin.

22. Saving Private Ryan.

23. Edward Scissorhands.

24. Mary Poppins.

25. Queen of the Damned.

Good Looking Famous Males:

1. Johnny Depp.

2. Robert Pattinson.

3. Taylor Lautner.

4. Ryan Reynolds.

5. Jared Leto.

6. Alexander Skarsgard.

7. Josh Holloway.

8. Hugh Jackman.

9. Ed Westwick.

10. Chace Crawford.

11. Chris Pine.

12. Jim Sturgess.

13. Zachary Quinto.

14. Ewan McGregor.

15. Patrick Dempsey.

16. Brandon Flowers.

17. David Cook.

18. Chris Daughtry.

19. Jake Gyllenhaal.

20. John Krasinski.

21. Christian Bale.

22. Edward Norton.

23. Justin Timberlake.

24. Ryan Gosling.

25. Ben Barnes.

26. Joe Jonas

27. Kevin Jonas.

28. Nick Jonas.

29. Danny Jones.

30. Dougie Poynter.

31. Tom Fletcher.

32. Harry Judd.

33. Logan Lerman.


35. Aaron Johnson.

36. Nick Hoult.

37. Luke Pasqualino.

25 Bands/Singers I LIKE:

1. The Beatles.

2. Muse

3. The Killers.

4. The Fray.

5. Taylor Swift

6. Katy Perry

7. Eyes Set To Kill.

8. Adam Lambert.

9. Demi Lovato

10. Colbie Caillat.

11. Paramore

12. Ingrid Michaelson.

13. Taking Back Sunday.

14. 30 Seconds To Mars

15. Leona Lewis.

16. The Hives.

17. John Lennon.

18. Panic! At The Disco

19. Miley Cyrus

20. Mute Math.

21. Alesana.

22. Blessthefall.

23. Pete Yorn.

24. Cobra Starship.

25. Modest Mouse.

26. Fall Out Boy.

27. Mcfly.

28. Selena Gomez

Saturday, July 24, 2010

I just had to

omg omg omg!

I'm only sharing the tiny previews because I'm keeping all the BIG pics to myself hehe!

okay, people who are currently blowing my mind away and are totally inspiring:
Alex Band (of course), April Bostic (who reminded me about what I loved most about writing) and Alex Pettyfer (pic above)

Xavier Samuel was so last week,
because I still haven't seen Eclipse for the third time yet,
so I feel seriously let down.

but he has slowly caught my attention again through this interview...

I literally skipped through all the movie clips just to hear him speak,
because I really feel that let down by it.

this&that :)

I have to own this!

his first music video:

says to herself in regards to this vid: "isn't there any other concept left out there?"

people are gonna ask me... "oh! you like this dude because he plays a vampire in his music vid!"

and I have to explain again and again,
that no, I don't like him because he's a vampire in this one,
I guess this concept is kinda popular now (really?)
and everyone seems to be interested in it.

it's only financially right for an artist to invest on the latest trends.
but seeing it everywhere all over these days is making me a little sick of it.

I'm not going to be one of those people who instantly stops liking something/someone because suddenly everybody likes them!
no, it's just I'm starting to not get the feeling of it anymore or its originality.

nonetheless, I love Alex Band,
and his songs,
I need this album.

I will love you till my last breath if you ever get me this album :D

well, this is him solo,
he's known for being in the band called The Calling.

their music... is definitely more of my taste compared to his solo stuff.
I don't know I guess I'm a bit turned off by the whole vampire thing.

Oh I remember when I used to love this song back in school,
I thought it was the most heartbreaking, touching song that I've ever listened to.
I listened to it when I was going through heartbreak, when I was going through one of those tough times that you have to face growing up.

this was before Stigmatized of course ;)
which is the song I'm currently addicted to.

take a listen...

it has existed for many years,
and sat comfortably in my itunes and hasn't been played for God knows how long.
then one night I felt like listening to The Calling,
and this song came up.

and it... took... my... breath... away...

how come I've never realized the message within this song???

yeah sure, I've heard it a thousand times,
guess I just wasn't really listening.

until now,
I don't think you can really admit to being addicted to a song unless you love it as a whole.
meaning you will love it timelessly no matter how many times you've listened to it.

it's been on repeat in my playlist for weeks now,
and I'm still not sick of it!
that's how much I love it! <3

I could probably say more things about how much this song means to me,
but I'll let you take a listen for yourself,
maybe it has a different effect on you than it has on me.

or none at all,
maybe it's the kind of thing that only I can truly enjoy.

never mind though,
just thought I'd share hehe!

mmmm.... today I just ate oysters, chicken fried steak and choc ice cream!
nyum nyum!

oh and...
*I'm about to get totally random and babble things no one can understand*
I've envisioned about something,
it was just one of those daydreaming thoughts (well planned out though)
and thought nothing could become of it.

and today,
I saw it! in the flesh!
it's a bit smaller compared to what I pictured in my head,
but nonetheless there it was!
the exact same thing I envisioned in my dreams,
from every corner to every angle!
the complete replica of my dream _______

and omg, the signs!
you know I'm a sucker for signs. THERE WERE SO MANY SIGNS!

I can't help it,
I was so overwhelmed I nearly cried.

I know that dreams are suppose to come true,
I just never thought it'd be this twisted and bare....
*jaw drops* that was amazing!

OKAY here's another random yet inspiring thought (I swear I'm totally fine and I'm not sick anymore)

I want to marry *fillintheblank* and then have an affair with *fillintheblank*!!!

I know,
totally crazy and random,
but it's driven me to the max and I'm going to enjoy it while it last!

I'll give you a hint, the guys I'm talking about have been mentioned in this blog.
the one I want to marry is totally decent, absolutely marriage material happy ending and that sort of stuff.
and the one for the affair is a total devil's spawn.
he was brought down to earth to corrupt the innocence of many young women because he's nasty and totally sexy!

happy thoughts to take you into bed tonight ;)

goodnight xxx

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

expect more of him this week :)

Well I'll write you a letter

To say my last goodbye
I just think it's time for me to go away
Cause the sun it seems to sink now
Like my love into her grave
This life is not yet over
But it doesn't need to be saved
Well the chambers of my heart
They echo all the same
I'm a solitary man
Who drives himself insane
Well we'll all come back
And we'll smile once again
I'll try and try, until I die, to make you understand
My love, I'll make you understand
Cause we're stigmatized

- Alex Band -

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

I AM FINE... but you don't believe me, do you?

went for my follow-up check up today (it seems that there's nothing else to talk about)
nothing's wrong with me,
physically I'm healthy as I can ever be! yay!!! :)

I'm 19,
and when I get news that I'm 100% healthy, the first thing I'd want to do is get out of home (which has been medically proven that I'm fit enough to do so) and go somewhere to see my friends and forget that I was ever sick.

if one were to surround himself/herself with such overbearing ________ *coughcough* icantnamenames

so naturally when I say things like, "nothing's wrong with me!"
the instant response I get would be, "nothing's wrong with you... yet."


yet, the final word was that everything was strictly psychological

apparently I have Cyclothymia,
google it, wiki it,
I don't care anymore.

Sunday, July 18, 2010

so this is what happened

Tuesday- I got up from an afternoon nap and felt incredibly sore. I thought it might've been because I got up too sudden, meaning that my body was still asleep yet I still kept on walking. that night I had no appetite.

Wednesday- because I didn't eat much the previous night my stomach felt so uncomfortable during the morning class. and I felt like fainting every hour of that day. that night, my appetite came back and I had a very big meal. it seemed as if my body was rejecting it so I threw up once, my stomach was hurting like hell and the rest of my body ached every time I tried to move particularly around my chest, shoulders, back and legs. I came down with a fever that night.

Thursday- the fever went down although I was still a little bit aching. I went home that day and decided not to go for a check up because I didn't have a temperature anymore.

Friday- I went about my normal activities. everything was fine except for the fact that every time I ate, I had a tiny bit of difficulty to breathe, my stomach hurt after every meal and it felt like solid food was stuck inside my chest.

Saturday- zero fever but I was unsatisfied because I was still aching after so many days. I went to the hospital in hopes of getting some medication to fix this fast and I'll be in great shape by Monday, meaning my body hurting will no longer restrict my normal activities. I stayed there longer than I thought because they did an x-ray and found out my both my lungs were slightly deflated :( thus, I was admitted for overnight observation.

*sighs* not in the mood to go into detail.

Friday, July 16, 2010

nurfarah ain

this is Nurfarah Ain,
I call her Farah,
when typing I'll call her "Fawwa"
and when I go french I call her "Ferra!!"
haha! jk :P

we've been in the same classes together ever since our first day in matriculation,
even our names were next to each other on the attendance list

Nur Syafiqah? "Here!"
Nurfarah Ain? "Here!"

we sat next to each other for three straight semesters,
then we were off to Gombak where we still managed to get all of our classes together.
except for the last short sem,
she was in the morning class,
I took the afternoon one (lazy me)

but still it was the same subject so we could relate.

anyway, that's not going to happen anymore.
cause recently she got accepted into TESL

she was thrown across the pond!
like literally there's a river dividing between the two departments :P

and I'm sooo happy for her!

then it suddenly hit me how different it's going to be without her.

I mean for me, I've never gone through a really serious time academic-wise without having her to talk to.

especially from our time in Nilai,
I remember when we were both so stressed out by assignments,
so freaked out by results,
when it was literally the two of us cramming to get it done.

we both panicked,
freaked out like hell about some of the workload we had.

even though those aren't the best memories,
I still cherish them because I went through them with you babe :)

when I panic, you were there for me,
when you panic, I tried my best to help you,
we helped each other out because we were going through the exact same thing.

now I don't know how I'm going to face that anymore,
I'm so used to your own reaction when we get so crazy during the climax of each semester.

it's going to be sooo different,
especially for core courses...

because until today I have never experienced working on a core course assignment where you're not there with me,
we seem to always agree when it comes to work ethic.

again, I'll say it's going to be so weird without you,
this semester,
it's going to be so weird going to phonology classes,
it's going to be so weird doing drama work without you,
most of all, it's going to be so weird to not dribble notes especially to you when I'm bored in class,
it's going to be weird not hearing you complain that you're sleepy in class,
it's going to be weird not complaining to you when I'm sleepy in class.

it'll be so weird when I'll no longer be able to watch you when you sleep in class haha! (freaky much)

oh God, I'm gonna miss you so much I might just go crazy!

but it's okay babe,
it's not like we're never going to see each other,
it's just never going to be the same,
suddenly I'll feel a pang of emptiness when I sit in class and naturally put my bag on the chair next to me to wait for you but know that you're never coming :(

okay, that's enough,
I'm not gonna be sad about this,
it's just one small change,
one tiny change is not going to alter this friendship of ours!

I just want to say that I'm so proud of you for reaching for your dream!
dream on babe!
"If you want something in this world, just reach out and grab it"
Never give up
I believe in you
I miss you
I love you

and plus, it's not all bad,
I still have this chick :D

by the way,
yesterday was her birthday
and even though I already wished her twice
I would still like to do it again here

happy birthday orange freak!
omg! you're twenty now! I can't believe it! haha!
FYI I love you too

Thursday, July 15, 2010

because I can

2 posts in 1 night?!
I do it because I can!
and also because I'm sick and the laptop screen is making my head ache and I want cookies and Riley and lots of other things that I can't have bla bla bla.

so anyway,
today I got home and stayed there alone for the whole day.
when the working people (mom and bro) finally got home at night I joined them for a late dinner.

Mom was talking about her Iranian students and bro was also mentioning about successful Iranians he has met in the office (and how incredibly beautiful they are)

the only thing I can add to the conversation that was even close to the topic which was apparently Iranians was "Riley has an Iranian girlfriend!"

I had to say Riley,
if I said his real name Xavier Samuel no one in that room would know who he is and I was too lazy to explain haha!

but I didn't even say that lol
I just added that yeah they're beautiful,
some of them even become beauty queens (Xavier's gf is an Iranian born European beauty queen)

*sniff sniff* I smell blood! haha!

Edward who? Jacob what?


he will always be alive in my heart!!! (where the baby wolf didn't eat him lol)

random and hot and cute :)

I also read something about a fan page on facebook that Xavier's family created for him.
A fan has expressed that she is not pleased with this page because the family posts private pics of him with his gf
I haven't found it yet, I'm sure the one I'm currently liking is not the same one being mentioned here (that one doesn't have pics)
but I don't know if this story is even true.

a family will not do stuff like that.

twilight cookbook

some recipes and vids ;)

Twilight Red Velvet Vampire Cookie Recipe

1(18.25 ounce) box red velvet cake mix

¼ cup canola oil

½ cup mayonnaise

2 eggs or egg substitute

2 cups old fashioned oatmeal

1 cup white chocolate chips

Preheat oven to 350 degrees.

In a large bowl, combine the oil, mayonnaise and eggs.

Mix well.

Stir in the cake mix and oatmeal.

Add the white chocolate chips.

Roll the dough into 1 - 1 1/2" balls.

Drop onto ungreased cookie sheets.

Bake for 8 - 10 minutes, don't overcook.

Cool on cookie sheet one minute.

Transfer to wire racks to finish cooling.

Store tightly covered.

Vampire Cookies

3/4 cup butter, softened
1/2 cup sugar
1 large egg
1/2 tsp vanilla extract
1/8 tsp almond extract
1 1/2 cups all purpose flour
1/4 tsp salt
approx 1/2 cup red jam (raspberry/strawberry)

In a large bowl, cream together butter and sugar until light. Beat in egg and extracts.
Add flour and salt to the bowl and mix them into the butter-sugar mixture at low speed until dough is just combined. Wrap dough in plastic wrap and refrigerate for at least 1 hour.
Preheat oven to 325F.
Divide dough in half and keep the portion you are not using in the refrigerator.
Roll dough out on a lightly floured surface until it is about 1/8-inch thick. Use a cookie cutter to cut out 2-inch rounds.
Place rounds on a baking sheet, put a teaspoon of jam on each of them and cover with another round of dough. Press edges down lightly, pinching the edges onto the cookie sheet. Use a toothpick and poke two small holes (like a vampire bite) in the top of each cookie.
Bake for 10-12 minutes, until cookies are set.
Cool for about 5 minutes on the baking sheet, then transfer to a wire rack to cool completely.
Dip a toothpick in some extra red jam and re-insert in the “bite” holes you made before baking to emphasize them, if not already red. Draw a blood trick down from one of the bites with the jam, if desired.
Cookies are best the day they are made.

Makes 2 dozen.

Vampire Cupcakes

2 cups cake flour
1 1/3 cups sugar
1 tsp baking powder
1/2 tsp baking soda
1/2 tsp salt
1/2 cup butter, room temperature
2 large egg whites
1 cup buttermilk
1 tsp vanilla extract
1/4 tsp almond extract

Preheat oven to 350F. Line muffin tins (you will need 18 cups total) with paper liners and set aside.
Sift together cake flour, baking powder, baking soda and salt into the bowl of an electric mixer. Add sugar and blend, using the paddle attachment (You can use a hand mixer, too).
Cut butter into 4 or 5 chunks and drop into the bowl with the flour mixture.Blend on low speed until mixture looks sandy and no large chunks of butter remain, 1-2 minutes.
In a large measuring cup, combine eggs, buttermilk, vanilla and almond extracts. Beat lightly with a fork until combined. With the mixer on low, pour 1 cup of the buttermilk mixture into the bowl. Turn speed up to medium and beat for 1 1/2 minutes. Reduce speed back to low and pour in the rest of the buttermilk mixture. Continue to beat at low speed for an additional 30 seconds, until liquid is fully incorporated. Scrape down the sides of the bowl and beat for a few more seconds, if necessary.
Divide evenly into prepared muffin tins, filling 18 cups as equally as possible.
Bake for 16-20 minutes, until cupcakes are light golden and a toothpick inserted into their centers comes out clean. The cake should spring back when lightly pressed.
Turn cupcakes out onto a wire rack to cool completely.
Makes 18 cupcakes.

1 can cherry pie filling

Puree cherry pie filling – a syrupy mix of sugar and cherries, usually – in a food processor until fairly smooth. Very small pieces of cherries are ok.
(A photo how-to of the assembly method can be found here.) Take a cooled cupcake and, using a small pairing knife, cut a cone of cake (1-inch across by 1-inch deep) out of the top. Trim off the pointy end of the cone, leaving a flat circle of cake. Set aside and repeat this process for all the cupcakes.
Take the cherry filling and spoon about tablespoon or so into each cupcake cavity, filling it almost to the top with filling. Top off with the flat circle of cake you just removed to seal the hole and hold the “blood” filling in place.

Marshmallow Frosting
(previously used on Peanut Butter Banana Cupcakes)
1 1/2 cups sugar
2 large egg whites, room temperature
1/3 cup water
2 tsp light corn syrup
1/4 tsp cream of tartar
1 tsp vanilla extract

Whisk sugar, egg whites, 1/3 cup water, light corn syrup, and cream of tartar in large metal bowl to blend. Set bowl over saucepan of barely simmering water (do not allow bottom of bowl to touch simmering water). Using handheld electric mixer, beat on medium speed until mixture resembles soft marshmallow fluff, about 5-7 minutes.
Increase mixer speed to high and beat until mixture is very smooth and thick, about 3 minutes longer. Remove bowl from over simmering water. Add vanilla extract and continue beating until marshmallow frosting is completely cool, about 5-7 minutes longer.

Using a butter knife or a small offset spatula, frost each cupcake with a layer of the cooled marshmallow frosting by placing a dollop of icing in the center of the cupcake (on top of the cut out circle of cake) and spreading from the center to the sides of the cupcake.
Dip a wooden toothpick or skewer into some leftover cherry pie filling and poke two fang-holes, about 3/4 inch apart, in the frosting on one side of the cupcake. Dribble a little extra filling from the holes for effect.
Repeat until all cupcakes are frosted and decorated. You will probably have frosting leftover for another batch if you are baking more.

Makes 18 vampire cupcakes.

sources:, and youtube duh!

Sunday, July 11, 2010

a true nerd having a fit entry

*forgive me for I have a nerdy side,
and this is how technical she can get she's seriously pissed off about studies*

hello home, I'm back!
and what a way to come back!
by being greeted by subjects to be added for the new semester!

the semester hasn't even started yet and I'm already having a headache!

after coming back from my exciting yet tiring getaway,
I was hoping to take some time to chill before I was up and running again,
after all, I'm not a robot, I can't function 24/7

I've been home for less than 48 hours and I'm already being thrown back into there!

but then time waits for no man.

I really thought I wasn't going to stress about this,
I honestly believed that was possible considering I had already made sure that I wouldn't be stressed out by this earlier on!

you see, there's this thing called pre-registration.
by doing that, I was able to organize & arrange (same thing) according to my liking and thus solving future problems that may occur.

it's also provided so students will get the time to think before they jumped into something,
in a soothing, privileged and well thought manner.

well it looks like even though I did that it still proved to be USELESS!

I've already pre-registered the subjects I wanted as well as the time which I desired to take them,
I had 5 subjects, my classes were from 8:30am to 12:50pm every Monday to Thursday,
it was suppose to help, it was suppose to ensure of my position, it was suppose to stay the same, it wasn't suppose to change.

but it did.

so when the actual date for registration came, two things made my mind explode:
1. my 5 subjects turned into 4, which meant one of them magically disappeared without even thinking of the consequences!
2. my schedule changed. while 4 subjects remained, the days and times were all over the place thus ruining my intention of sticking to those days and times!

this is what I did at first,
I added one more subject to the time that I needed to fill,
it was easier to add than I thought,
even though it wasn't the subject I particularly wanted to take for this semester,
at least it was during the time that I needed to fill.

then I had to change my plan,
because the subject that magically disappeared
happened to be the subject that I NEEDED to take for this semester!

so in the end I had to drop one & add one in order to maintain my 15 hour per week for classes.

I think the maximum is 19, minimum 15. I took the minimum.
I'm not lazy,
it's that for once I wanted to be able to feel content in uni, just for once...

ever since I first started,
every semester has been stressed filled to the max,
and the useless pre-registration was suppose to help me get the subjects I wanted in the time I wanted so that I can be happy with my life there for once.

but no,
apparently I'm not allowed to be happy,
I'm not allowed to get the classes I want so I that I can feel like this is actually what I want to do.

I'm so pissed off that I had to drop creative thinking so that I could add phonetics & phonology.

a few months ago during the pre-registration,
I had both perfectly,
now I have to sacrifice one :'(

so in the end, this is what I'll be taking this semester (July-November 2010 I think)

Mass Communication, Monday-Wednesday, 8:30-9:50

Drama, Monday-Wednesday, 11:30-12:50

Phonetics & Phonology, Monday-Wednesday, 2-3:30

Prophetic History, Monday-Wednesday, 10-11:20

Sciences of Hadith, Tuesday-Thursday, 8:30-9:50

anyway, going back to the topic of how horrible I sound because I'm not happy with uni life,
it's not that I've been totally unhappy and losing my mind everyday since I began my journey,
I've just been sleepwalking all the way through,
I'm talked about sleepwalking being a metaphor for myself in previous entries so I'm not going to explain what it means.

on and on and on, it just seems to never go my way or the way I planned,
there's always something there to make me tick,
nothing ever falls completely into place,
and all I could do is hold it all in.

and I'm good at it,
I maintain my studies at an average level,
I haven't completely freaked out,
I can still be patient until today.

I guess I should say that I'm only doing this for the sake of it,
my heart is not truly in it yet.

doesn't mean that I haven't been passionate about some of the good things that have happened,
I'm thankful that my results aren't awful which is definitely something to celebrate about even if they're not flying colors.

I just wish that I can truly feel my reason for being there,
and know why I put up with it day by day.

if you'd ask me why I keep tormenting myself like this,
why don't I just go and do what I what I truly want to do,
I'd tell you,
"It's because I have nothing to fall back on, and if I'm not grateful then that makes me an ass."

that's why I was really hoping to get the schedule that I wanted,
so that I could figure out what I really want to do,
so that I could build something to fall back on,
and find the time to learn to love being in the environment instead of feeling like it's forced on me.
so that I could at least feel content with what's been dropped on my lap and be grateful without feeling any guilt.

okay, enough with the heavy,
the things that got me through were these...

there's too much hotness in this pic!
I've never encountered a picture where it contained both of the guys I truly admire!

Xavier Samuel & Charlie Bewley,
both are twilight vampires but aren't given enough credit,
because everybody is too busy fighting about Team Edward & Team Jacob.

I've watched Eclipse and I agree with some of the reviews I've read,
if it weren't for Xavier (he plays Riley) the movie would have been dead
Go Team Riley!

and I'm following Charlie on Twitter :)
his Tweets are crazy, he's crazy and if you read his Tweets and take a look at his personality, you'll understand that he is one of a kind.

I really don't like that they are being overshadowed,
because they both put so much work into it,
Xavier did research for his character which had very little resources,
Charlie built an entire back story for his character and he only gets one or two lines in the movies :(

but nonetheless,
I'm so happy that these pics are 2 in 1!

and here's another 2 in 1 pic that made me feel a little bit better

Mitch Hewer and Alex Pettyfer.

I must say, even though this is 2 in 1,
I don't really like this pic.

it just looks like they are succumbing to the pressures of looking good,
so it looks like they don't eat, they look tired and there's less yummy going on this this pic
Alex eat! please eat!
Mitch get some sleep!

Anyway, I always think that these young English boys have an exclusive club of performers where they exclude Robert Pattinson,
because he's basically working in the US now while they're still doing the same kind of material ever since they started acting, singing, dancing etc.

one thing I like about them,
it actually looks like they are a bunch of friends and they stay friends, hang out together all the time,
and they do the kind of series & movies that have the same taste and original tone to it.

skins, tormented... you name it, they're in it :)
then they go on to do another project with the same group of young actors with slightly the same theme.

and it's so cute because they're also friends.

like I said, it's a club lol

Sunday, July 4, 2010

bye home, I'll see you in a couple of days